but mostly i just feel like typing. because i took a typing test and i was pretty fast if i do say so myself. only i fuck up alot because i think AIM chatting has ruined any hope of me typing with caps and proper punctuation. but anyway. today was a really awful day because im like a second from quitting my job. after agreeing to change my job completely because no one else in the office wants to do this job. or think of a solution i was basically volunteered to do this job. Not only would i be taking on more work and stress, i’d had to work closely with the most impossible attorney. My old job was just doing simple office tasks. Mail, organizing, copies, scanning, you know, easy brainless things. So now i have to do a full time job, in only part time hours with deadlines and filing and dealing with mortgage companies and contacting clients and contact people. I was ok with the pay at first, but when my co workers bitched to my boss about taking on my most SIMPLEST tasks, he gave them raises. He didnt however even consider giving me a raise. Even after i basically told him i didnt want to do it. but i was a ‘team’ player. and no one else thinks theres any other way to get this done. Mostly no one else wants to work with the attorney. Ok fine, I get it. I have to do it. But when i hear about the other secretaries getting raises, which btw pisses me off because THEY asked to get these tasks if it meant they didnt have to do this job they were pushing onto me, when i finally get the courage to ask for a raise. he replies with the most smug smart ass answer, “50 cent raise, but dont screw up you need to be on top of this’ i was beyond furious. Disrespect me after i go out of my way for you. i could have just argued. but i didnt. im not that kind of person. instead i will just keep looking for a new job like i have been for the past 6 months. I really just want to be like “i dont need you and i dont deserve this kind of disrespect.” and quit.
This winter is lasting forever,
at least for tonight.
And I know that you’re never leaving,
until your flight,
takes you off,
and out of my arms,
and into the air,
so far from your charms,
that I can not bear,
in this long forgotten beach town,
we once shared.
what would you do with a flip camera, a pickle, and a cardboard cutout of ryan reynolds?
First things first. I eat the pickle. To fill my belly and free up my hands. I’d take video of me punching and kicking the cardboard boy. And then probably get boredwatch the video. Sit on the floor and video tape myself making weird faces until my ADD kicks in and I find something else to entertain mE